awall the blogger...ha.

so this is my first blog post on my first real blog and for now im going to keep it short and sweat because i have a splitting head ache and it late and im a loud typer lol. i decided that a blog would be a good idea for me because i have a hard time expressing myself to people. i dont like to let people know about the battles i deal with every single day because it feels like weakness i dont like not being able to handle everything all the time. latley i havent been sleeping even more than usual...and ive been having more of those nights...the ones where all the stuff ive been burrying deap resurfaces and im left feel weak and sorry for myself and greatfull that my family is asleep. so i figured it was time to do something. so now im a blogger...lets see what the all hype is about.